puas hati kan?

next time jangan bagi harapan palsu kat orang!
sakit hati bila elok elok da couple tiba-tiba boleh amik keputusan utk clash dgn org yg aku syg semata-mata na bagi peluang kat kamu okay.
 do you get my message?!

saya masih sayangkan awak. ramai yg ta puas hati bila kita couple! bullshit!

lupakan diaaa please!

ergghhh biler aku pikir pasal dia je msti stresss...  aku rase buat masa ni mmg aku ta patut tahu ape2 pasal dia kot.. YA Allah tolonglah kuatkan hati aku niii... aku bakal kehilangan seseorg yg sgt rapat dgnku.. 

tenangkanlah hati ku..mudahan2 aku dapat fokus utk semester 5 nii.. & aku tawu dia pun cuba utk jauhkan diri dari aku atas sebabsebab tertentu.
sumpah aku taley dgr ape ape pasal dia buat mase nii... huhu

gi jauh jauh lahh memory silamkuu.. :(
 i wanna new LIFE okay?!

loser part of my life!

I dunno how to begin the story. Ehem seriously I’m lost. Okay actually I dunno how to describe my feelings rite now.  I was like being fooled by sum one whom I trust. Ehm maybe I dunno this person very well. So I tend to accept everything he said before. This morning I heard something that makes me ..hurmm disappointed! So disappointed. The story begin like this :

Me : I wanna talk to u..

Him : ok..wassup?

Me : tell me the truth .. r u smoking?

Him : haha! Err  actually imma smokers. But not a heavy smokers. Yesterday was my first time I smoked in front of people. but not in college. (some sort like that lahh he answered my questions)

Me : gasp. Okay fine.

Then I blah. I cannot accept his confession.

I’m wondering is it too bad for a guy to smoke? Not too bad actually. But I cannot accept  it u know..

i just cant do it. 

okay whatever it is . we r still frens okay. im so sorie because i was totally mad at you when u did the confession.

 never mind, tomorrow and tomorrow until when when lahh i will tegur n talk to u like usual :) no worries.

frens foreva buddy!

treeettt treeettt

now i am at laman siswa uitm pulau pinang  togetha wif TEHA sengal! demm this minah memang sengal habes . peace yaw bebeh!
erkk sangat sejuk .i was here since 6pm tadi okay.

my eyes pon da blur blur nih! s*** sife s.alam ni memang suka benda urgent niiii kan? ade ke nak aku send kat they all mlm ni jugak lists of

• committee members
• ntah ape lagi..ade lahh kan dua tiga benda yang kind of ..penatnyee na tgk lappie ni lame2 kan

da bosan gini best je layan lagu feeling sikit. oh anuar zain i adore ur voice!
oppsss  jangan ade yg marah plak yeee. i love you lahh isa mahadianshah  you tetap dalam hati i okay :)
rindu la bebyyy huuu sob sob! nak tumbuk you lau dapat jumpa . sooonnnn :/


footnote: aku na balik nii tapi teha sengal ni pulak ta dapat lagi connection tenet dieeerrr grrrr. kaco kaco aku lak tuuuu. aku geget gak boodak ni! ceit

my fevret song!

Tajuk/Lirik Lagu: Mungkin
Penyanyi: Anuar Zain

Biarkanlah saja diriku sendirian tanpamu
Biarkanlah aku merindu sekian lama
Bukan maksud untuk membisusepi tanpa kata
Terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian

(korus)
Mungkinkah bersama dua jiwa ini

Dalam mencari cinta sejati nan suci

Mungkinkah segala derita di jiwa
Akan terabat kini

Biarkanlah saja diriku sepi tanpa kata
Terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian

Hanya satu pintaku
Sabarlah menanti
Ku kan pulang bersama
Cinta…

perghhhh! cabaran seyhh!

fuhh giler betol biler aku ta igt password blog sendiri! cam hape jep! haha. okay sebenarnye na update la kan life selama beberapa hari di penang since last sunday i arrived here! okay
1st day hari ahad last week g mendaftar n everything. thanks to the Almighty aku dapat jugak stay kat kolej for this final sem. hopefully okay lah sem 5 ni weyy!
then hari isnin. oh demm! dgn mata sembap g class. kat perda pulak tuu.. haishh semangat kne kuat ni.
okay then aku na citer la sumtin ni.. hadoii kusut kusut. ta tahula na cerita cmane nye hah? camni la
senang cerita aku ade sorang sahabat baik kat kampus ni. da lame dah kawan almost everytime dia memang dgn aku je. tapi entah camane sem ni dia berubah hati terhadap aku. n dia propose me o be his gf. mase tu memanglah aku ta sangke giler sebab aku bajet kitaorg kawan sampai bebiler kot! huu aku cam ta pecaye tahu ta... aku awkward sgt time skg i pon. sumpa! hurmm even though da heart to heart talk dgn dia pon still rase lain jugak. please my frens im begging u not to fallin love wif me for this while. because i really need u as a frens n my advisor for our group. okay? it is not that i dont have any feelings towards u. i do have but for the moment i love u as a friends. a good friends of mine. i harap u faham my situation. i want to see both of us succeed. seriously.


footnote: im trying to adapt with the situation.
xoxo anna.