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errrr hey, morning everyone..
feelin not so good today. still not having my breakfast. = ='
lapaaaaaa gileeeeeww tu je na bagitahu actually!

okay actually im in penang ryte now. okay not in ipoh.. i miss him so much. miss my fianceee like soooo much much much!!!

i have to be in penang just to finish my study. yes. im in final year. i just finished my internship at hospital ipoh last month..so glad. haha! horrible place for me. i dont like the environment. i hate people in that place. so not professional. even the officers. oh gosh! i'm humiliating that place. nahh! so what?
who cares, ryte? im done with that place. never come back. i swearr!! :D

haihh sangat la lapar..dah sakit kepala dah ni... pleasee anyone join me to dewan makan kristal ni...  lonely kot makan sorang2 je ni..

okay not that thing sebenarnya. i miss my fiancee gila gila kot. miss his message, his words, everything about him..i wanna go home T_T.. pleaseeee... sobs!

dah sakit kepala dah staying in penang ni..please Ya Allah gimme some strength to face these few days in penanG. *moral down*

sekian~

one step closer!

holaaaaaaaaaaaa

omg i'm feeling sooooooo nervous ryte now! because something big will happen this saturday.! oh ya Allah!  

bertenang ya Anna :D smile!

okay seriously i feel so nervous because tomorrow me n my soon-fiancee will go for blood test and we are going to find our engagement ring!

wahhh!!!!!! so fast u know!

hahhahahahahahahah gelak neves wif me okay!

i hope everything will run smoothly.. :D 

insyaAllah. ^^

cinta sempurna ku?

i dunno y i suddenly fall in love wif YUNA.. 

maybe some of her song makes me feel so close to her.. aucchh! :D

 it is true baby! trust me..

 i'm having a kind of tough moment..it is hard to say thru words..

 i am so keen to be loved by one who appreciate me..

 but still i cant get it..

when i really like sumone..i feel so embarassed to say it to him..

so i keep waiting until i lose him :) pity me ryte?

 nevermind..

 maybe because of my attitude as well..

 oh my only God..please help to pick the right person to be my future one..

 yes i admit..i can have everything in my life but still i'm feelin so lonely..

 cinta sempurna by yuna

mood : lonely girl, it's me!

hey assalamualaikum :)

since this is the 1st january of 2012...

i would like to...wish u ols..

 may Allah bless us and we have a prosperous life for this year. i am hoping this 2012 would bring more happiness in my family n my love story as well. 

oh ya happy birthday to my lovely, sporty abah! really love u lah abah! moga panjang umur and murah rezeki :D

* just beli big apple je because abah soooo into big apple donuts :))*

selfnote! - masih banyak perlu dipelajari n still i want to enjoy every single thing that i learn.

merapu entah ape

oh hello :)
 lame sangat ta update my blog ni. besawang sangat dah nampaknye
 nevermind, actually im too busy wif my worklife and internship as well.
 

yes worklife and internship. im doing two jobs at one time. can u imagine that. even i also dunno how i organize my time. but sincerely i am soo tired at the end of the day. imagine urself wake up at 0630 am everyday and just be at home when the clock ticks at 1040 pm.   *so superwoman of ME* haha!
my mom said so.

 even though i am super busy i admit i feel so lonely.. and sumtimes i miss every and each one of my friends..
   
ta suke this feeling u know. ramai kawan but the real one takde. when this feeling come, i suddenly asked my mom..mak i wanna marry someone. can i? haha so noob of me. because i was so lonely. i need someone to be with me whenever i lost my track..

oh ya.. since this is christmas i watched alot english movie on tv and i really adore FRANCE from the bottom of my heart *cewahh* haha! seriously i wanna go there n have vacation with anyone who love to accompany me :) ANYONE?

 

 

 

 

coastal view of nice, france

i love this place :))

 i think tom cruise ade acting utk movie ape eh. haha i cant remember. oh yeah KNIGHT & DAY yes betol2. so from there la i jatuh cinta with this place. siyes ni =.=

 haha trust me okay.cameron diaz ur lips r soo sexayyy *ouchh* haaha
 mood: kegilaan.:D
 
jom gi france :))

my first trial in pastry! tettt :D

teheeeeee hye assalamualaikum..
how r u today? feeling good? alhamdulillah...i am suppose to have aerobic session this morning but unfortunately last senja..yes senja hokay, my brother jatuh moto and having some minor injuries here n there. so i have to cancel my date with my lovely,Q. sorie darl. byk je halangan i nak jumpa u kan. so sad sobss.

oke enaff, forget bout the sad part! hehe let's move on to my pastry session. cewahh* poyo je. kahkah! yelaaa semangat taw buat kek. entah ape mimpi na buat kek pulak..naseb baik my mom ade resipi terbaik punya. menjadi pulak tu. if not trauma la aku na buat kek lagi. haha!

 so last evening i made 2 cakes which are fruit cake n choc moist cake. both this cake mmg menjadi. & i was smiling like crazzyyyyy hehe. bangga kot. fyi i ta pandai buat pastry n i ta pandai masak sangat. so it was a great achievement of me for this entire life. tettt! haha. poyo again. omg anna. stop it. haha

 but then i still have to be more creative to make my cakes more presentable. so macam ini jela my cakes last evening. kek budak baru belajar kan. jgn kutuk yea. tengok je. haha

simple je..

 

  

 

              

ignore part yang berlubang tu haha.

so itulah hasilnya. still byk yg kene improve. i'll try to produce a good quality cakes. cewahhh. tagline kedai kek pulak! hahah. errr mak, orang rase da bole kawin da kot? hahha :D
peace! byee :))

happy birthday, anna =)

obviously, u r gettin old my dearie anna :)
but for the moment lets take a deep breath and look a step a behind on what u have achieve till now..

anna, u r so lucky because....

 1. u still have the chance to live in this world. syukran jazilan Ya Allah..

 2. u have a very cool family n lovely parents who would die for anything. 

tengs abah n mak. i love both of you   so much.. 

3.  ur friends are still with you no matter what happen.

i love u guys. i might be crazy sumtimes n i might be feel noob and hopelessly..*sumtimes* =)

4. u had already achieve what ur parents want from u. u shud be proud of that. :) 

actually i dun really target on gettin the best student title of my course. it was my parents wish.. n i manage to grab it. thank God.

5. u hv ur own car anna! gosh. one of my dream. tengs abah. sayang abah sebenarnyee just malu je na cakap :)

6. u do have good lil brothers ekceli u know. they just a lil bit pampered in which u can sepak2 them to make them realize that this world is sumtimes r cruel to u =P

 7. u r surrounded by ur good buddies namely Syafiza nadia, Zuzila Omar, Atikah Mohd nor, Syafiqah and many more :) i sayang u all..i cnt mention every name. it is a long list :) watever it is u all r part of my life..

unfortunately.. anna, is soo unlucky as ..

1. i lose my friend..ezwan rafizi.. it is hard for me but i hv to accept every decision that u hv made.. i respect u n i hope u will be a successful doctor in future. i found out that u have deleted me from ur friend lists..n i felt ..speechless. soo it is okey..nevermind. life must go on..

2. i still cannot forget the past..isa mahadianshah u r past memory.. n it's still bear in my mind. i am so sorie i hv to delete u from my friends lists because i knw that ur dating with someone lese n i dun want to dying inside..im just not able to see how mesra both of you..

3. im not good in relationship. maybe im just not ready to  .. u know..the commitment..

well maybe i shud sing speechless song from lady gaga tonite.. :) it heals the pain in my heart!
oh yeah i still have the Gossip Girl to accompany me ryte, anna :)


*what a sincere notes i've written on this blog* forget the past and move on. ur future is much better than this :)

 good luck!
 xoxo,
anna.