happy birthday, anna =)

obviously, u r gettin old my dearie anna :)
but for the moment lets take a deep breath and look a step a behind on what u have achieve till now..

anna, u r so lucky because....

 1. u still have the chance to live in this world. syukran jazilan Ya Allah..

 2. u have a very cool family n lovely parents who would die for anything. 

tengs abah n mak. i love both of you   so much.. 

3.  ur friends are still with you no matter what happen.

i love u guys. i might be crazy sumtimes n i might be feel noob and hopelessly..*sumtimes* =)

4. u had already achieve what ur parents want from u. u shud be proud of that. :) 

actually i dun really target on gettin the best student title of my course. it was my parents wish.. n i manage to grab it. thank God.

5. u hv ur own car anna! gosh. one of my dream. tengs abah. sayang abah sebenarnyee just malu je na cakap :)

6. u do have good lil brothers ekceli u know. they just a lil bit pampered in which u can sepak2 them to make them realize that this world is sumtimes r cruel to u =P

 7. u r surrounded by ur good buddies namely Syafiza nadia, Zuzila Omar, Atikah Mohd nor, Syafiqah and many more :) i sayang u all..i cnt mention every name. it is a long list :) watever it is u all r part of my life..

unfortunately.. anna, is soo unlucky as ..

1. i lose my friend..ezwan rafizi.. it is hard for me but i hv to accept every decision that u hv made.. i respect u n i hope u will be a successful doctor in future. i found out that u have deleted me from ur friend lists..n i felt ..speechless. soo it is okey..nevermind. life must go on..

2. i still cannot forget the past..isa mahadianshah u r past memory.. n it's still bear in my mind. i am so sorie i hv to delete u from my friends lists because i knw that ur dating with someone lese n i dun want to dying inside..im just not able to see how mesra both of you..

3. im not good in relationship. maybe im just not ready to  .. u know..the commitment..

well maybe i shud sing speechless song from lady gaga tonite.. :) it heals the pain in my heart!
oh yeah i still have the Gossip Girl to accompany me ryte, anna :)


*what a sincere notes i've written on this blog* forget the past and move on. ur future is much better than this :)

 good luck!
 xoxo,
anna.